I ran from the hospital, drug is my plan
With a bracelet on my wrist and lies in my hands
Hiding in dark streets, in shadows and trash
So no one finds me, so no one can clash

Sleeping in dumpsters, in alleys of the night
Every step’s a run, every dark corner a fight
I steal to survive, crime is my bread
Hands are filthy, conscience already dead

Blockers inside me, but I drain bottles of pain
Heating rusty spoons, heating again
I swore yesterday this was the end
But morning drags me into the same hell

Therapy in my veins, emptiness in my head
Doctors say “you’ve got a chance,” streets say “stay instead”
I know the consequences, every fall, every scar
But when it aches inside — oblivion is my star

Blockers inside me, but I drain bottles of pain
Heating rusty spoons, heating again
I swore yesterday this was the end
But morning drags me into the same hell

I don’t seek rescue
I don’t seek a voice
Just one more night
To silence the noise

Blockers inside me, but I drain bottles of pain
Heating rusty spoons, heating again
I swore yesterday this was the end
But morning drags me into the same hell

If you find me — it’ll be too late
If you don’t — it’s still the same fate
Addiction keeps me awake, keeps me alive
And kills me slowly, i might not survive