Far from home

I don’t have a home to return to
No lights waiting late at night
No familiar voice to call my name
No place that feels right

My bags are full of unfinished years
And roads I can’t undo
Everywhere I stop feels temporary
Nothing ever feels true

I learned how to leave without saying goodbye
How to sleep where I fall
But no matter how far I travel
I don’t belong at all

I’m far from home
If home still exists
Far from family
Far from what I miss

I’m far from home
In body and soul
I walk through cities
But I’m nowhere whole

My family lives in distant memories
Faded photos, broken frames
Time put walls between our lives
And silence learned our names

I hear their voices in my head
But I don’t know how to return
I carry love like a foreign language
I forgot how to learn

I don’t know if they wait for me
Or closed that door long ago
All I know is distance
And a heart that doesn’t know

I’m far from home
Beyond repair
Far from warmth
Far from care

I’m far from home
Lost in the roam
I walk the world
Without a home

Maybe home was never a place
Maybe it was a face, a tone
And I lost it piece by piece
Until I stood alone

If I ever find my way back
I don’t know who I’ll be
Too much has changed inside of me
To fit the memory

I’m far from home
I feel it every day
Far from love
Far from the way

I’m far from home
And I don’t know when
Or if I’ll ever feel
At home again

Outro
No address.
No return.
Just distance…
And the road I burn.