I know this life is killing me slow
Every habit I feed, every lie I sow
I am lost, I hear the my soul voice
As a kid, I chose the wrong toys

I wake to rot, I sleep in decay
Same damn street, same damn way
I see the end, I step right in
I’ve been my own worst crime from within

I am waiting for something horrible to happen
To drag me back to the right road again
I need the crash, I need the pain
Something strong enough to break this chain

I break my hours, I shred my days
Trade my soul for a smoky haze
I don’t ask why, I don’t pretend
I walk this wreck till the bitter end

I am waiting for something horrible to happen
To pull me back from the mess I’m in
I need the fall, I need the fire
To force me out of this desire

I don’t change
I don’t run
I just wait
For the damage done

I am waiting for something horrible to happen
If I don’t break, I won’t return
I need the agony, the final lesson
I need the pain to finally learn