I don’t care

I don’t care about the morning
I don’t care how nights will end
I stopped asking where I’m going
I stopped trying to pretend

Lost the compass, lost the meaning
Lost the hunger to survive
Every choice feels inconsequential
Every breath feels borrowed time

Nothing pulls me, nothing scares me
Nothing feels worth fighting for
I don’t hate, I don’t forgive
I just don’t feel anymore

I don’t care anymore
About right or wrong
I don’t care anymore
If I don’t belong

I don’t care anymore
I live destructive, cold and slow
I don’t care anymore
I let myself go

Dreams lie broken on the roadside
Hope expired long ago
I walk straight into the fire
Just to feel a little glow

People talk about tomorrow
Like it owes them something fair
I don’t ask, I don’t expect
I don’t need, I don’t care

I burned maps and warning signs
I crossed lines I shouldn’t cross
When nothing matters anymore
Even winning feels like loss

I don’t care anymore
About the man I used to be
I don’t care anymore
About what’s left of me

I don’t care anymore
I choose the dark, I choose decay
I don’t care anymore
I throw myself away

Maybe this is self-defense
Maybe this is how I cope
When you lose belief in meaning
You stop believing in hope

I’m not screaming, I’m not crying
I’m just tired to the core
This is not rebellion
This is emptiness, nothing more

I don’t care anymore
If I’m sinking or I’m saved
I don’t care anymore
If I’m loved or I’m blamed

I don’t care anymore
I lost the will, I lost the fight
I don’t care anymore
I fade into the night