I used to laugh without a reason
Wake up light, believe in seasons
I had hope in simple days
Before I chose these darker ways

The wrong life slowly took its toll
Stole the fire from my soul
It didn’t hit me all at once
It drained me dry, it dulled my pulse

I have no meaning left to live
No reason to pretend or fight
I’m just waiting for the end
Counting days, erasing nights

I move around, but I’m not here
Everything feels distant, unclear
Dreams I had don’t speak anymore
They lie silent on the floor

I have no meaning left to live
No strength to want, no will to try
I’m just waiting for the end
Watching pieces of me die

I’m not screaming, I’m not loud
I just faded into the crowd
This isn’t drama, this is true
A life that lost what pushed it through

I have no meaning left to live
No future that I can defend
I don’t ask for more time
I’m just waiting for the end

If you ask me where I went
I didn’t leave — I just got spent
Some lives don’t break, they slowly bend
Until they’re only waiting for the end